My Nicest Final Design for AHMC 2853 Applied Photography

The Memories Box

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The Celling Series

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The Final View

JayChou周杰倫 煙花易冷

繁华声 遁入空门 折煞了世人
梦偏冷 辗转一生 情债又几本
如你默认 生死枯等
枯等一圈 又一圈的年轮

浮图塔 断了几层 断了谁的魂
痛直奔 一盏残灯 倾塌的山门
容我再等 历史转身
等酒香醇 等你弹一曲古筝

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们

听青春 迎来笑声 羡煞许多人
那史册 温柔不肯 下笔都太狠
烟花易冷 人事易分
而你在问 我是否还认真

千年后 累世情深 还有谁在等
而青史 岂能不真 魏书洛阳城
如你在跟 前世过门
跟着红尘 跟随我 浪迹一生

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们
缘份落地生根是 我们

伽蓝寺听雨声盼 永恒

The BLACK and WHITE Moments

黑。。。到底是不是黑暗的代表呢？？？可是我不觉得一定是。。。因为也许人总是说虚假是黑的。。。那么我蛮爱穿黑衣服就是有神秘感嘛？？？在我心里。。。黑也是一种优雅的代表。。。黑也是阴阳中的阴的意思。。。而我对黑情有独钟是因为黑也能够提供一种力量予我。。。


白。。。那么一定是光明的代表吗？？？现实不一定是白的。。。因为现实与虚假只是一线之差而已。。。而我一直以来总是白衣黑裤出现在众人的眼前。。。也许对我来说有种阴阳的协调功能吧。。。所以不管如何。。。正如我说的。。。缺点和优点是共同存在的。。。黑白如是也。。。


我不能太过固执和孤独。。。可是有时不得已的情况会让自己必须作出这样的决定。。。爱。。。也是吗？？？


我知道这个世界没有一切是完美的。。。爱情也如是。。。甚至友情也是。。。可是我真的好累了。。。很想不理那么多了。。。那么做好自己的本分吧。。。就是这样。。。哈哈。。。

今日名言：-〉

语言是来让人与人学会沟通和了解...但是不要利用它来伤害或是​威胁他人...

我们应该学会真正地如何使用语言...因为人与人之间才能真正地​心灵交流...


可是我们也不能过分依赖着这一切...我们也必须学会自我调节和​情绪管理...




《〈〈李霖 致〉〉》

The Broken Friendship

“叹气”。。。我总觉得友情已经开始受到考验了。。。我身边的弟弟们开始似乎要“对战”了。。。我真的不能替他们和解。。。为什么？？？我真的快要累到不行了。。。我生病已经将近三个星期多了。。。我的功课真的做到很辛苦了。。。你们到底要怎样才能和平相处呢？？？


我最好闭上我的双眼。。。还有封闭我对你们的善意和友谊。。。对吧？？？我真的好无奈。。。不想吵架或是打架。。。这绝对不能解决问题的。。。


给：褀弟弟
我认识你应该有半年左右了吧。。。也许我真的不了解你。。。你不愿意把你的心里深处中的真心话说出来。。。我看到你经常在隐瞒一些心事。。。我也不想问你。。。因为你一定只会在那里呱呱大叫或是装傻而已。。。我真的对你迟早无话可说。。。因此我不相信天秤男和双子女一定能相处到很好。。。甚至成为情侣。。。但是我绝对没有想和你成为情侣的意思。。。我只会把你永远当作我其中一个好弟弟而已。。。还有你是个未知数。。。


给：潘弟弟
我自从一年多前换班后，你几乎一直跟随在我身边。。。虽然我有时很怀疑你。。。可是我还是一直对你一样的友善。。。可是你还是时常容易发你的白羊脾气。。。我不能老是劝你还是和你吵架。。。我真的累了。。。我并不想老是叽叽喳喳地说个不停。。。其实你可以成功的。。。不要一点点的挫折就能把你击倒。。。加油吧。。。以后你的人生要靠你自己走下去的。。。


我自己觉得并不希望我的老师帮我/你/他们做和事佬。。。因为我是无意中做错了。。。我宁可自己来受罪。。。可是老天爷可能觉得事情必须要做个了断吧。。。听天由命吧~~~~~~

The Undercover Mask

人总爱犯错。。。可是有没有从中学习和进步呢。。。真的很累了。。。老是在重复同样的事情。。。我到底是什么。。。一直带着面具的双子女吗？？？


学会原谅。。。学会放下。。。学会珍惜。。。那就是“学习”吧。。。生命。。。是个很玄妙的道理。。。有时候我在想我对那些人是不是应该多与他们相处呢。。。还是继续装傻或者扮骄傲呢。。。我真的想独自一个人弹古筝。。。好过面对这个残缺不断的世界和事实。。。因为我已无能为力。。。科技过于发达而使人依赖其中。。。而我只是个好奇的双子女。。。突然来这里那里走走看看。。。一会儿会像阵风似的离开了。。。有时候宁可来世成为一阵风。。。那么我可以到处去流浪。。。没人可以打扰到我一丝一毫。。。多么地自由。。。


我是个自由的思想家。。。不过还是很尊重所有拥有真正意义的宗教。。。因此我从不忘根。。。实际上我是道家出身。。。然后有缘与佛教。。。外婆也灌输过我很多零零碎碎的道理。。。虽然我父亲的家族和外公的家族也是基督教。。。可是我们这一家人从来也不理。。。我也有读过圣经。。。不过我还是比较中意于道家思想。。。而我也想以谦卑的态度来面对一切。。。行吗？？？


我是我。。。如何走过这个破碎的世界。。。真的很需要勇气和力量。。。一个人能吗？？？


也许我很爱冷漠。。。但我不懂要怎样对每个人一样的态度。。。又害怕会打扰或是麻烦到别人。。。我也不喜欢去祈求他人。。。真的很矛盾吧？？？最后辛苦的是自己。。。真的累了。。。不想再一直伤害自己还是别人。。。或许孤独比较适合我吧？？？


友情。。。我觉得我不能拥有到很完美的境界。。。所以。。。爱情。。。早就可能对我来说遥不可及了。。。不曾谈过任何一场恋爱的我。。。是不是也伤了很多人的心。。。我很傻呼呼。。。我也很悲哀。。。我总把所有男孩或是男人对我的好当成友情。。。那么我应该如何是好。。。我真的只要人生里唯一一次的真爱而已~~~~~~

《双子座》

《正与邪》

《善与恶》

(^@^) My 21 Years Experience (^@^)

今天我心血来潮就写一些我二十一年来的大大小小事情咯。。。

一岁到四岁 - 幸福时光（一） ---〉我好像很幸福地长大着咯。。。记得四岁时突然似乎有开始开窍的样子咯。。。

五岁到六岁 - 幸福时光 （二）---〉我也是有很快乐的幼稚园时光咯。。。我的巨蟹妹妹在我五岁时出世咯。。。虽然她变成了过动和自闭儿。。。可是我一定会永远保护她的。。。

七岁到十二岁 - 幸福时光（三）---〉在上小学前把我的长发剪短了。。。然后傻傻乎乎地有了一个模模糊糊的小学回忆咯。。。那时候认识了第一个最好的男性朋友直到中学。。。

十三岁 - 噩梦的开始 ---〉第一个最好的男性朋友已经变了。。。他拿我当他和其他同学的笑柄。。。原来我是他可以随意摆布的洋娃娃而已。。。或许我对他太过沉默和冷淡了。。。

十四岁 - 噩梦的第二章 ---〉他一直变本加厉到交了一个女朋友为止。。。可是我们的友情已经变质了。。。我老是看到他和他的女友在亲热。。。但我只是傻傻的望着。。。

十五岁 - 噩梦的第三章 ---〉我与他同班的第二年。。。可是我和他还是几乎没与对方交谈过因为我觉得我和他的距离越来越远了。。。所以我继续保持原样。。。

十六岁 - 噩梦的第四章 ---〉我选择了Account而他选择了Science。。。本来我以为可以改变我和他的情况。。。可是事与愿违。。。他最终还是一样。。。我也患上了轻微的忧郁症。。。

十七岁 - 噩梦的第五章 ---〉当我已过了我的十七岁生日后，我突然对他很愤恨。。。所以开始更会打扮自己和留回长发。。。这时的我才是真正的双子座个性发挥出来咯。。。虽然SPM没考到很好的成绩。。。可是觉得自己不再那么忧郁了一些。。。

十八岁 - 噩梦的终章 ---〉我开始真正去工作。。。可是太傻太固执。。。搞了一些古古怪怪的事。。。所以现在觉得很对不起我的父母亲。。。还有一直担心和关心我的外婆。。。直到我来拉曼学院升学。。。我又有了新的人生启发。。。到现在我还是很感谢我的华乐团学长学姐们。。。虽然大伙儿很少联络对方。。。可是我们还是有过同样的欢乐时光咯。。。尤其我非常怀念我古筝老师 ---〉阿川老师 和其他的古筝组的学长学姐们。。。谢谢你们哟~~~~~~

十九岁 - 发掘梦想的第一站 ---〉我觉得大众传媒加在平面设计还好咯。。。虽然我不小心要重读一课。。。可是我从中得到了新的体验。。。虽然我好像老是独自一人。。。老爱搞着一个孤独鬼的样子。。。可是至少我不想像其他现代的女孩子一样热衷于夜生活，化妆，逛街，交男朋友等等。。。可我还是比较喜欢弹古筝，画画，写古诗，拍自恋照等等。。。可能跟我前世有关吧。。。因为有个旧友说我前世是个道士。。。我也觉得我蛮喜欢中国文化和道家修养之类的咯。。。哈哈。。。还有老爱把自己当成男子一样。。。呵呵。。。

二十岁 - 发掘梦想的第二站 ---〉再度回到了拉曼学院并选择了多媒体设计。。。虽然一路上走来相当辛苦。。。可是风雨见真情。。。朋友永远是最棒的咯。。。

二十一岁 - 发掘梦想的第三站 ---〉一直不断有很大大小小的风浪。。。我坚信我可以做到人能所不能。。。困难丛丛。。。我仍然毅力不倒。。。成为人像摄影师的一天会到来的。。。

后记 ：我并没有写完我所有的经历因为实在太多了。。。还有并不是要特别去责怪任何一个人。。。因为每个人如果需要真正地去成长的话。。。也许必须经历过许许多多的风风雨雨。。。还有我身边的朋友和同学们不要怪我时常情绪化和古古怪怪。。。因为你们也许永远都不可能了解身为双子座的我被逼着比同年龄的女子拥有过早的成熟和过度的防人之心。。。我不可能像其他的女孩一样过度幻想着有个骑着白马的王子来迎娶我这个公主。。。因为我之前是孤独的黑发公主。。。现在我是个邪恶的黑桃女皇。。。不是你们任何一个男孩或是男人能接受到的我这个与众不同的怪胎加恶魔。。。如果你要尝试的话。。。你最好调整你的一切脚步和心脏能力。。。或者别来责怪我咯。。。我要的是一个能真正保护，爱护和袒护我一辈子的男人。。。可是真的会有吗？？？希望我的未来真的是光明一片。。。不要再让亲人朋友担心我。。。加油咯~~~~~~ =D

The Loneliness GuZheng Girl

假作真时真亦假，无为有处有还无;

自古明月照大地，筝女弹筝音自悲;

十八年华筝伴生，虚度三七空闺守;

悲欢离合随妾身，真郎君何处可寻。

Happy 20th Birthday To The Commander of DESTINY United (^@^)

Well... The June 09,2010 for me to growing up again lol... Old lol... Nothings can stop the age will increase by day/s lol... But I never wan to give up my Art World even my dreams and hope until the endless... ... I should more gambateh for my Diploma in Multimedia Design right now yup~~~~~~ (^O^)

Well... Soon to change my room to 4th Floor lol... I really disliked almost of the students from SBS because they are too thinking about good things for themselves only... Why!? I really don't understand about it lol... Maybe I just a normal Art Girl lol... Today, I just passed up "Knowing Yourself" assignment to Miss Yar Shi lol... I think that she really likes all ppl 's artworks keep add more creative lol... So I make a little different for my Final Artwork lol... Whatever lol... (^O^)

My Diploma in Multimedia Design 2010/11 (^O^)

Well... Quite long times didn't wrote any new thing/s or matter about myself...

I just return to my college for start my new year for my Diploma lol... ;)

I really feel that the hostel change a lot and something wrong with its changing too...

And I stayed the ground floor room and my roommate not yet return lol...

But it looked like unsuitable to me because it looked like quite unusually...

I really hope that Destiny United soon to get new update/s... ;)

Hope I can build my own new life for my Diploma in Multimedia Design...

Let the Wind and Earth can be together until endless... (_-_)

~*~*~*~A Raining Season~*~*~*~

Well... Now is the time for the raining season lol... My old chinese last name got the meaning of rain... But now I change it to another word and its meaning "Golden Bell"... Haha... Suddenly talking about my own chinese name lol... (^O^) Well... We are the sons of Dragon so should not forget the old things that created by those famous people lol... (_-_)

I just passed all my subjects of my course lol... Hooray... I really happy about it lol... And I still need to waiting for up to Diploma in Multimedia Design during May 2010... What a long time that let me keep waiting lol... Moreover, I also have my own driving test during December 9,2009 lol... It look like still far away from me but I still need gambateh for it lol... Why I always need to take test right now lol!? (*~*)

Well... Since I started to playing Facebook from June 2009... Until now... I quite like to online on Facebook lol... Maybe I can see the latest news from my friends lol... And I also can playing the games of PlayFish lol... For example: Pet Society, Restaurant City and Country Story... (^O^)

At last, hope someone can help me to solve the problem/s of Destiny United yup~~~~~~ (_-_)

~*~*~Last Day for the Certificate Life~*~*~

Well... I just return the key to the office of my College Hostel... Nothings special but the weather changed to raining again... The sky look so sadness that it dropped a lot of its tears to the land... Why... I feeling its sadness same as my sadness... Too bad that I always upset for anythings... "Sigh"...

OMG... I just have a "Fight" with my "KE" sister because she always made me angry and this time she really simple to gave my hp number to the unknown guy... So he keep sms me yesterday afternoon and said he looking really rich... Moreover, he keep asked me to become his GF... Are he playing fool on me and thinking my Love can give him so easy that without see his true-self before... That's also one kind of the sadness of the World... Because those ppl of now just wan the "Instant Noodles" Love... Why... I don't wan this kind of Love... I wan the Love of Kira Yamato the Freedom Warrior and Lacus Clyne the White Queen... Their Love to me are so pure and nobody can like them that they can caring and protect until eternity...

"Sigh"... Today is the last day for my Certificate in Mass Communication Graphic Design lol... Hope soon to get my Real Certificate lol... I think I will return to hometown tomorrow about one month lol... I scare my Rules of the road test will failing again... This time I will using English to answer it so pls let me pass it this time lol... Well... Long times that I don't write any news on my blog... This time just write all things around me today and yesterday only...

Lastly, hope Destiny United can be normal again and soon to have new updates yup~~~~~~ (^O^)

(^0^) Destiny United 2nd Reopen (^0^)

Hooray~~~~~~ Our Destiny United finally reopen lol~~~~~~ ^O^ I really hardworking for Destiny United since last week until now lol... ... My hands feel coldness now... ... -_____-" I stay at the CIT of my college too long lol... ... -_____-" I soon to come bk to my hostel or go to pratice my GuZheng lol... ... ^O^ Happy lol~~~~~~ Today, I just finished a small test lol... ... But I think I just get 3/4 marks of 10 marks lol... ... Too bad lol... ... -___________-" Well... Nevermind lol... ... I will work hard for its final exam lol... ... Gambatek for myself yup~~~~~~ ^0^

Whatever... ... I will get my own dream and happiness in the Future... ... ... ... ... ...The Wheel of Destiny... ... I should control by my own hands... ... Because this is my own DESTINY... ..." This quotes from Lacus_Lee/Lady_Lynn/Ayako Yamato... ... It will be put at Destiny United on next month lol... ... ^O^

My 19th Birthday Moment ^O^

Hooray~~~~~~ Now, I grows up to 19 years old yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Woo... I also 20 years old because my Chinese Lunar Birthday same day too~~~~~~ ^O^ Everyone around me all gave me the birthday wish yup~~~~~~ Even just "Happy Birthday" or a picture to me... ... I feel so happy at all... ... Because I have a bit place of the hearts of everyone yup~~~~~~ ^o^ Hmm... My precious Pig Pig also gave me the Birthday wish lol... ... My Good Pig Pig yup~~~~~~ I love u very much forever yup~~~~~~ ^0^

Here is the list of the Birthday Wishes of eveyone:
(1) Naima --> He actually gave me a Birthday Image during May 27 lol~~~~~~ {May 27,09}
(2) Soo Yun --> Too early gave me a birthday wish but she don't go out with me while my birthday yup~~~~~~ Haha~~~~~~ {June 8,09}
(3) Lacus_Tan Sis --> She was the First to gave me the Birthday Wish during the First Second of My Birthday yup~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(4) Harmony --> I think she gave me the Birthday Image[The Down One lol] in the early morning lol~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(5) My aunt [My Dad 's only younger sister] --> She tried to gave a "Cake" image in the morning but I cannot see it as well... But I really happy about it lol~~~~~~ {June 9,09}

(6) Xin Yee --> She gave me the Birthday Wish and talked with me about 15 minutes lol~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(7) Wendy --> She gave me the weird Birthday Wish about 3pm lol... ... {June 9,09}
(8) Mommy --> She also at the same time gave me the Sweet Birthday Wish yup~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(9) Fish --> She gave me the Birthday Wish after my tutorial class lol~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(10) Jia Min --> She gave me the Birthday Wish at my Friendster profile yup~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(11) Ci Min --> She gave me the Shy Birthday Wish at my Friendster mail box lol~~~~~~ {June 9,09}
(12) Cello Ghost --> Emm... Almost really late to gave the Birthday Wish lol... ... {June 9,09}
(13) Big Brother --> Well... Most late person to gave me the last Birthday Wish about late until more than 30 minutes yup~~~~~~ {June 10,09}

(14) Sharon --> Haha... Another late person gave me the Birthday Wish lol~~~~~~ {June 10,09}

Well... The list of my Birthday List finally finish yup~~~~~~ ^0^ About 14 ppl gave me the Birthday Wishes lol~~~~~~ And some of them also gave the Birthday Gift lol~~~~~~ ^o^ Woo~~~~~~ I really happy lol~~~~~~ ^O^ Emm... Thank all of u very much yup~~~~~~ I love all of u very much lol~~~~~~ ^0^ Well... I have to say sorry to Lacus_Tan Sis lol... ... Because I cannot go out with her lol... ... Why suddenly ranning lol!? Sorry lol~~~~~~ ^0^

At last, Happy Birthday To Lacus_Lee/Lady_Lynn/Ayako Yamato~~~~~~ ^O^

Happy Cow Year To everyone~~~~~~ ^0^

Woo~~~~~~ Happy Lunar New Year To all people over the world yup~~~~~~ Even u never celebrate the new year... ... But the happiness should sharing together yup~~~~~~ ^O^ But I'm really tired during this Cow New Year... ... I always sleep late... ... So wake up about 10am-11am... ... My mum and aunt asked me sleep early and wake up early too... ... -_-"

Haha... I found out some interesting videos from youtube yup~~~~~~ So,I share it together with my visiters and enjoy too yup~~~~~~~~ ^0^

Happy New Cow Year To Everyone~~~~~~~~

New Two Thousand Nine... ... New Destiny... ...

Haha... ... New Two Thousand Nine arrival yup~~~~~~ Today, I just wrote a new message at Destiny United yup~~~~~~ ^O^ Hope all of u have time to visit Destiny United ---->> Version 9 The Fighting Spirit~~~~~~ ^0^ I add somethings inside those pages of Destiny United too... ... U find uself yup~~~~~~ ^O^


Well... I soon to have my final exam during next week... ... I really feel confused about it... ... I don't feel want to study those exam at all... ... ... ... -_____-" Silly mind of me yup~~~~~~ >o^ Sigh... ... Study... ... Check up... ... Learn Driving... ... What else I need to do after my final exam yup!? -_____-" A lot of things coming to me during this new year... ... No mood yup~~~~~~~ -_______-" I feel tired now... ... Change a lot of things for Destiny United yup~~~~~~ ^________^ After my final exam, I will change almost all of the GS/GSD Girls 's information yup~~~~~~ Because those information were wrote by 2007 and some of them were in bad grammar too... ... ... ... ... ...


At last, I have no more thing/s to write here yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Haha... ... I wish all exam can pass but if can get better mark... ... Must be English... ... Art Appeciation must be near A yup~~~~~~ Hope my Art teacher give me A mark yup~~~~~~ ^o^ At least, all of u don't forget to visit Destiny United yup~~~~~~ ^O^

Two Thousand Eight Soon to End yup~~~~~~ >0^

Well... 2008 soon to be end yup~~~~~~ ^o^ Haha... This year 's christmas, I celebrated with my Lacus_Tan sis yup~~~~~~ Before those christmas, I always celebrate with my family even don't have any special gift/s or dinner for me and my family... ... But several times that I celebrated with my hometown friends and gave each others the chrismas gifts... ... Now, everyone seem like have a new future and hope... ... No more celebrate the christmas together anymore yup... ... Why yup!? I don't understand at all... ... Maybe everyone 's destiny already start or change yup... ... Well... Nevermind... This is I need to face and learn too... ... Gambatek yup~~~~~~ >0^

Haha... ... Today, I change all my words at the right side yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Just want to have a new style for myself only yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Even my mood simbol too~~~~~~ ^0^ Well... I not talk about I and Lacus_Tan Sis 's christmas moment yup~~~~~~ Sorry yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Emm... Everytime, Lacus_Tan Sis need to wait for me that I need to waiting for those buses to LRT... ... Really sorry for Lacus_Tan Sis yup~~~~~~ >0^ But luckily I still met her at the time... ... Moreover, she always wears the short pant/s and sport shoes... ... Black and White... ... Cool and Hot... ... And me... ... Almost the same... ... I wearing the dresses... White and Black too... ... But this time I wearing my favourite white boots and Lacus_Tan Sis said it just look like Lacus Clyne 's GSDestiny Boots yup~~~~~~ That's why I wearing boots because I want to dress like Lacus Clyne the White Queen and I want all her outfits yup~~~~~~ ^0^

Hmm... Next, we take another kind of train to the shopping center and taking our lunch at there too... ... ^0^ Well... After finished our lunch, we walk around and see around... ... And we taking the big head shots too... ... This is our second time to taking the big head shots yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Umm... I decided to put a photo to showing everyone that my trueself yup~~~~~~ Everyone must really want to see my trueself long long ago yup~~~~~~ ^0^ This is our big head shots yup~~~~~~

Well... What else that I should tell all of u yup!? ^0^ Emm... After finished our big head shots, we went to a place that near the lift for taking a lot of photos yup~~~~~~ Haha~~~~~~ We really love to taking photos yup~~~~~~ Suddenly, few annoying people want to join us to taking photos... ... But I and Lacus_Tan Sis went away from them... ... I really don't like taking photos with unknown people yup~~~~~~~ >0^ After that, two little boys (*For me to call them because they really smaller than me yup~~~~~~) saw us and acting really strange yup~~~~~~ Finally, a little boy named as "Evil" wanted Lacus_Tan Sis 's HP Number yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Well... I thinking that he knew or guess me more bigger than them so the "Evil" boy just wanted Lacus_Tan Sis 's HP Number only yup~~~~~~^0^ Otherwise, I don't like little boy seek me too because I like real mature man yup~~~~~~ Haha~~~~~~

Haha... Today, I had a lot of rubbish to talk at my online diary yup~~~~~~ Emm... I never showing my this blog to my closer friends such as my Chinese Orchestra Friends and Seniors yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Well... I really don't want them know about my blog... ... I just want show those strangers only... ... But specially show to my sisters... ... Big Sister karen,Lacus_Tan Sis,Ka-Stellar Sis, KG Sis and Stel-San Sis yup~~~~~~~ Hope they always visit my blog even though I not always write here yup~~~~~~ Hmm... I need to change some new thing/s or infomation for Destiny United yup~~~~~~ I waiting my two sisters (*Lacus_Tan Sis and Ka-Stellar Sis~~~~~~) 's pics yup~~~~~~ And they sent me some pics like Song Images,Relationships Images and Outfits Images yup~~~~~~ But Ka-Stellar Sis also made Meer Song Images yup~~~~~~ ^0^

Ooops~~~~~~ I not yet finish my moments that about me and Lacus_Tan Sis during christmas yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Haha... Sorry yup~~~~~~ After the "Evil" boy taked Lacus_Tan Sis 's HP Number, we continue to taking our photos and the boy sms Lacus_Tan Sis non-stop too... ... O my god... ... Now, teenagers like this kind of way to chat with others yup~~~~~~ So waste u parents 's money yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Aiyo~~~~~~ I don't like this way yup~~~~~~ I prefer MSN yup~~~~~~ Because it can typing words more faster yup~~~~~~ ^0^Hmm... The "Evil" boy wanted to holding Lacus_Tan Sis 's hand by first time and She just confused about it yup~~~~~~ Really strange to me yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Even I really want someone holding my hand and hugs me very tight too... ... But the guy maybe must be my only one love interest  yup~~~~~~ ^o^

Finally, I return to my college hostel after finish my dinner at outside stall and I was happy and happiness yup~~~~~~ ^0^ Emm... Today I want to eat what kind of dinner yup!? Indian style!? Chinese Style!? Malay Style!? But I really want to eat SuShi yup~~~~~~ ^0^

THE END

New Hope... New Future... New Lady_Lynn...

Well... I really long time no write this blog yup~~~~~~ Emm... But I feel that I already change into Lady_Lynn yup... ... Sometimes I can be Ayako Yamato... ... She is very playful and cheerful in front of her best friends... ... But Lady_Lynn in front of her classmates or face the serious matters... ... She is a powerful and strong mind 's girl... ... Maybe she will be the best leader in the future... ... So I will gambatek yup~~~~~~ ^_^

Haha... I just write down my own three types of faces... ... Lacus_Lee is a kind-heart and gentle girl... ... But the people always bully and laugh at her... ... Lady_Lynn is a serious and lonely girl... ... She must face the problems all by herself... ... Ayako Yamato is really a happy go lucky girl... ... She can always play and laugh with u all the time... ... Which face of me that u like yup!? >_^

"Human cannot always stopping at the same place... ... Because human have the future and hope... ... So we must put down our next step without any confuse... ... And we will have a new world for ourself... ..." This quotes create by me... ... Well... We should grow up without any confuse... ... So that we can have a new world for ourself yup~~~~~~ >.^

I Finally met My Dear Network Sister yup~~

Well... I finally met my Lacus_Tan Sis last sunday yup~~~~~~~~~~~ She really a quiet girl yup... ... And she told me that she really easy to crying anytime yup... ... And I hope she always happy and has a smile at her face too... ... ... ... ... And we went to Shopping Center together and taking photos too... ... ... ... She likes to acting cool and wearing cool style suits yup~~~~~~ And I likes to wearing my Lady and white style dress... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... And we also ate Japan Foods twice times yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... It really cost us a lot money yup~~~~~~~~~~ But it really nice and delicious yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^_^ And we also buy some groceries yup... ... And she suddenly talked with her mum by handphone yup... ... But she sound like talked with her boyfriend yup~~~~~~~~~~~ Well... I think that's her trueself yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... Don't like to talk but write a lot of things to me with e-mail or tag-board yup... ... ... ... ... ... And I can talk but u must be very friendly and kind-heart yup... ... ... ... ... ... Or else I will treat u badly yup... .... ... ... ... ... Sorry about it yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And I lost my PENDRIVE and my cousin gave me the bracelet that had a logo with my last name yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... And I got hurt my hand by hot water too... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I really unlucky yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Who can help me yup!? Haha... ... ... ... ... ... Nevermind yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I better be alone yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Because I think that I really a troublemaker yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Emm... ... Maybe next year I will change my course to Multimedia Design for my dream to become a famous Website Designer yup... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... So Lacus_Lee/Lady_Lynn must GAMBATEK yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And My Dear Lacus_Tan Sis also want to take the Fashion Design Course yup~~~~~~~~~~~~ I will support her yup!!! ^_^

At last, I using Lacus Clyne The White Queen 's GSDestiny Quotes yup~~~~~~ "To dream...To wish for a future...Those are the strengths given to all life in order to live. Whatever you main again, if your dream and future are blocked off, we may only be existences that have perished."... ... ... ... ... ... Well... I hope everyone always have hope and a bright future too yup~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^_^

Assignment Month~~~~

Aiyo~~ A lot of Assigments came to me from last month until this new month... ... But I really like to make assigments with a lot pretty and special pictures yup~~~~ Well... But I don't like work together with someone who really selfish... ... ... ... They thinking themselves really clever,pretty and friendly more than other ppl... ... ... ... ... ... I don't thinking that they have the good values... ... ... ... They just really selfish ppl only... ... ... ... ... ... But I know that this world still have some ppl more good and best than them even more kindness and friendly than them... ... ... ... The world created a lot different ppl and that's why I meets other ppl that different with me... ... But I thinking they must learn more some new experience for improve their values... ... ... ... Not just want to take good advantage/s from other ppl and make friend with other ppl... ... We must know that we cannot be the most best human with our own life... ... But we must know that if u treats other ppl with using u selfish heart... ... One day... Maybe someone that u like or really closes to u will betray u with same selfish heart as u... ... Everyone please don't be selfish... ... I am the person who like to be coldness in front of other ppl but I really like all the ppl who treat me really good and I will treat back them same as they treat me as well... ... ... ... The world will see the human how to be selfish... ... Kindness... ... Friendly... ... Well... I just write what my heart thinking about the human 's behaviors only... ... Not meaning to "ATTACK" someone with my angry or scolding someone too... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Hope my assignments soon to blow away by the gentle and lovely wind... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

My Sweet and Sour College Life and Heart~~

Well... I thinking that I like to have some words like "Emm...", "Hmm...","Well...", "yup" and more with my messages yup~~~~ *_* That 's me~~~~ I cannot stopping to dreaming for my "Kira Yamato" but who is really going to be my First Lover and Last Lover too... I thinking maybe I will not get any answer for now even future... Because I decide to not dating even not marry too... Emm... Even a lot ppl told me that I made this pledge so long ago will not same in the future...


But I really stubborn about my pledge and nobody can change my mind even I already losing my past Love Interest --> "Athrun Zala" long long ago~~~~~~ But it not mean that I still thinking about him because my heart already broken and how I should fix it back as well... That will need a long time to fix back maybe it already cannot fix...


My world already empty and darkness too... Even I really hate to see those couple at My TARCollege and I still felling that I really lonely and always alone for online only... What I should do for my lonely life yup!? Dreaming... Dating... Marry... Hate... Famous Designer... Maybe those things to me soon to lose the meaning~~~~ And I will soon to face the death and end my hopeless life......


Well... Anyone see this message really know that big different with my old style messages yup~~~~ Because I just feeling my world suddenly darkness and I also thinking my Graphic Design classmates love to cheating me... Well... That 's really meaningless to me too...... Because I want a guy really Kind-Heart,brave,caring all around him 's ppl and more... Emm... That 's really hard to find this kind of person around me... ... Love... No more important to me... I want to bury it into the darkness place forever yup~~~~~~ I hate it so much now yup~~~~~


Hmm... I really lazy to close my online blog/diary yup... Maybe I will sometimes write somethings for here yup~~~~ At last, I hope everyone don't be sad about my diary and leave me alone at my own world too... ... I also hope everyone happy and lucky with their own life yup~~~~~~ ^_^

The April Heart ^_^

Well... I really long time not write this blog... So I thinking close this blog and all put my words at Lacus_Lee Faction Blog only... At the end,maybe I will close it at this month... But don't forget to visit my Destiny United yup~~ ^_^ And this new avatar already made a long time and finally I use it today yup~~ ^_^ Hope everyone who visit my blog always happy with visit my blog yup~~ ^_^

Happy 17th Birthday To Lacus_Lee ^_^

Happy 17th Birthday To Lacus_Lee/Lady_Lynn/Ayako Yamato!!!^_^